Legacy

I finally managed to meet up with my bestfriend after nearly a year of us not having the opportunity to meet up. Although we don't get to chat often even via text, I know that we still care for each other deeply, and there was much to catch up on in regards to our personal life events. One thing that struck me in our conversations with other people, may not be deep as it requires a safe space and safety to be able to broach sensitive or difficult topics - such as the meaning/purpose of life, and how we view death.

As we spoke, I realized how blessed I am able to have a few close friendships that are willing to delve into these conversations. She had shared before that she had done a "legacy interview" with her parents, asking questions about their lives - questions that, let's be honest - typical Asian families wouldn't speak about. It was something I really admired her bravery for. I was surprised when she brought this up - asking if I would like to have this legacy conversation with her, for her to record it. 

First thought I had - what words of wisdom would I have? I don't think I've achieved much nor have I made much of an impact, and while I can be serious when I need to be, humor is my coping mechanism. "but that's you", my friend quipped. She hopes to record a view of us talking about death and how I've wanted to live my life. Sounds grim and morbid, and yet, meaningful at the same time. And it touches me that she would like to keep a memory of me with her in the time that I am to pass on (we'll never know when exactly... but there seems to be a mutual understanding that time is ticking for me).

That being said, it reminded me of a song I've been listening to, which I believe I've shared in one of my posts, and it still rings true to me - that I would not like a legacy that's focused on me. I hope that my life points to Someone greater - my Lord Jesus Christ who has saved me of my sins and has granted me joy amidst the pain and struggles. The One who hears my innermost fears and I know empathizes with my pain while granting me strength to go through it. 

May this theme continue to be apparent in my days.  

Only Jesus

Make it count, leave a mark, build a name for yourself
Dream your dreams, chase your heart, above all else
Make a name the world remembers
But all an empty world can sell is empty dreams
I got lost in the light when it was up to me
To make a name the world remembers
But Jesus is the only name to remember

And I, I don't want to leave a legacy
I don't care if they remember me
Only Jesus
And I, I've only got one life to live
I'll let every second point to Him
Only Jesus

All the kingdoms built, all the trophies won
Will crumble into dust when it's said and done
'Cause all that really mattered
Did I live the truth to the ones I love?
Was my life the proof that there is only One
Whose name will last forever?

And I, I don't want to leave a legacy
I don't care if they remember me
Only Jesus
And I, I've only got one life to live
I'll let every second point to Him
Only Jesus

Jesus is the only name
Jesus is the only name
Jesus is the only name to remember, oh
Jesus is the only name
Jesus is the only name
Jesus is the only name to remember

And I, I don't want to leave a legacy
I don't care if they remember me
Only Jesus
And I, I've only got one life to live
I'll let every second point to Him
Only Jesus

I don't want to leave a legacy
I don't care if they remember me
Only Jesus